We were lying close together on the floor beside the water. We raised our beer bottles as we celebrated our life and love. You talked about the future. We talked about having a family, about having
“It’s sick. I see images that are inexistent. Exaggerated thoughts slowly killing my sanity. My drinks were poured all over the poor girl the same way she was to him. I couldn’t watch. I won’t. It made me sick.
It brought out the beast in me.
Why did I doubt him when he have shown me so much love? I don’t own him. If he wants to go away, nothing can stop him. He’s a man of choices not a slave.”
Song of try (The Red Dot)
I f I didn’t try, I wouldn’t know,
If I don’t know, the fear will grow,
So I must try, then I know,
When I know, the fear will go.
Change is constant. We plan, we travel, we go back, we leave again. But just like us and everything else, there must always be something different and we know that. That’s why we want to prepare ourselves for what’s coming by making resolutions.
When I went to the forest after a long day at school, I’ve always climbed up a tree to get some fruits and watch the sunset. I became familiar with how the days are going by depending on the color of the sky and when do I have to go down by looking at the sun. My body was my clock because it tells me when to eat and when I should go to sleep and when it’s time to wake up.